Happy Feet, Independence Day

I am almost done with my packing for the trip tomorrow. It hasn't been easy dividing my time between school and preparing for this trip. I spend long hours in school with 41 teaching periods which requires me to stand on my feet throughout the periods.Imagine standing for 6 long periods! My feet gives way at the end of every single day. By the time i reach home, my poor little feet are begging for mercy. If only i have someone waiting upon me everytime i reach home ready to massage these feet. All i could do for now is to soak my feet in a basin filled with warm water and some bath salts. Then after, i would wipe it dry and massage it with lotion. At least there is some rejuvenation and repair done. Better than nothing rite?

This is what i need badly for now. Im definitely going for a foot massage after my trip. And a body massage too, perhaps?Anybody wanna join?

On a totally different note, i was taken by surprise when i saw an unexpected entry from the husband. It was really sweet of him. I mean he is a man of few words and for him to put up an entry, blows me away. Honestly i must say, being miles away on different sides of the world is no easy task especially for me. Perhaps im too dependant on the husband. He runs the household. He cooks for me, he runs all the errands, he pays the bills, he fetches me, he sends me, he handles the car, he puts me to sleep, he takes care of my medication and even when im ill and practically my life depends on him. Even when i go for trips with him, he settles the itinery, the tickets, what to bring for the trip and all else. I only pack my own bag after he hands me the list of all the things i need. I don't even have to think hard. Coz, in actual fact, im one darn lazy ass.

It's bad cos when everytime he goes away, i feel so lost, so handicapped. Since he's been gone, I have been taking care of the household, the car, the bills. Tough but i have to learn to be more independent. And i hope i will be able to cope the right way. Alhamdulillah, so far i've made great progress by making my own decisions, running on my own feet and cleaning up after myself. I prepared for tomorrow's trip myself, packed my own bag according to the list i wrote on my own.

A great change to the extend that I will even be travelling alone across the ocean with this pint-sized frame braving through the crowds of the many big sized Arabs on the Turkish Airline which will stopover in Turkey. Scary ain't it especially for someone who had travelled alone only once in her lifetime while the rest of her trips had been an accompanied one. Please do pray for my safety. I hope to reach my intended destination in one piece; safe and sound.

Therefore, i declare my own Independence Day on 9th of March 2007.Haha.

Well, i guez i need some rest before i embark on a long journey tomorrow. And i'm also waiting for the husband on Skype once he knock off from work. So, till i update again, good nite lovelies...