I Never Thought I'll Catch This Love Bug Again...: Missing home...badly...

I am physically away from home but my heart resides in the place where it rightfully belongs to, home that is.

A big space of my heart is missing both the parents and my 2 sisters whereas the rest of the remaining space is badly missing the husband.

At times, i just cry myself to sleep after a tiring nite thinking of their well-being.

When i told the husband how i cry at nite thinking how miserable life is without the loved ones by my side, he hushed me by saying, "Things will be just fine. Big girls don't cry."

Hence, the song on my blog.

I'm beginning to live life away from those close to my heart. Learning to adapt to separation and the anxiety that comes along with it.

To make matters worse, the husband is not always by my side. Most of my time here are spent with my friends. Sometimes, i felt like a single woman. But the wedding band on my finger reminds me constanlty of him and how much love i have for him.

Thank goodness i have my lovely friends with me.

For instance now, i am at a Starbucks joint surfing the net with 4 ohers in tow.

Eversince the husband is not around, I have been sleeping over at their place most of the time and they slept at mine on certain days.

That's how i spend my everyday with these lovely babes.

Our meals are eaten at major eateries/food joints/restaurants.

Since i started schooling here, i had forgotten to keep my carbo in check.

Food here are just too delectable to resist and not to mention we're totally spoilt for choice.

Sigh...

Then after, it's either shopping or window shopping for us all.

I reckon it's still the honeymoon period for now , but i forsee alot of pressure in completing the assignments that has been pouring in on us.

We've totally lost that momentum we once had.

Nonetheless, I believe we will focus and will get back on track pretty soon, Insyallah.