Post-mortem

Phew!

The dreadful exams are finally over!

The last paper SUX big time!!!

Had 2 heavy papers in a day and the second was such a killer.

To top it all, i was down with a terrible migraine and simply couldn't focus.

The harder i thought, the worse the pain became.

It was unbearable.

I left the hall halfway through as i began throwing up.

For the record, I threw up twice during that very paper.

Since the pain was too much to handle, i gave up on that paper and left.

All i can do now is, pray hard for a miracle that Allah will help me get out

of this.

A simple pass will do.

I'm not asking for more.

Ya Allah, hear me out, help me & please grant me my prayers.

Well, it has been almost a month since the last entry.

I have been feeling awful since the exam stress set in.

Perhaps i am too stressed out.

I think i am suffering from an unexplainable mild depression.

I was contemplating on some anti-depressants.

I'm so messed up.

Despite everything, i am glad the exam episode is over.

My hubby claims that i haven't been myself lately and decides that i terribly need a break looking at the condition i am in.

Yes hunny, i desperately need one.

A short trip to anywhere will suffice.

I need to be at a place where i don't have to think of anything but total relaxation.

For now, i'm gonna spend my days catching up on my sleep and rest my worries away.

Thank goodness, i am back in Spore.

Without the husband who is in Brunei, at least i have the lovely company of my family to combat the loneliness.

This is just what i'm gonna do...

Oh, to all mothers out there, Happy Mother's Day.

N to my mum whom i can't live without, i love you more than words can say.